The song about stress and pressuer

So the song that I choose is Japanese song call "Letter-Greeting to a 15 years old". By Angers Aki.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=siQJhIp-UTU



So this song is about one girl had problem between her friends, However she can't talk to anybody and her stress became bigger and bigger. So she decide to write a letter to future of her self because she thought she could speak truthfully from her heart. relationship from this song is part said,

 " Now, it seems I'm going to be defeated and cry
For me who seems to disappear
Who's words should I believe in?
This one-and-only heart of mine
Has been broken many times
But in the midst of the pain, I live in the present
I live in the present"

When I read this part I realized I had same feeling when I came to Canada. Then First day of school I had so much stress and depression and I want to go back to my own country. I thought if time passed, I will get used to it however it; didn't. The stress became more bigger. But I can't say such things in front of my family, so I keep my feeling inside of myself. then few monts later, I started to stop talking to people.

However when song said 

"Now, please don't be defeated and please don't cry

In the time that seems to disappear

You should believe in your own voice

For my adult self, there are sleepless nights

When I, too, am hurt

But I'm still living in the bittersweet present"

Here is lyrics.

Dear you, who's reading this letter
Where are you and what are you doing?
For my 15 year old self, I can't tell anyone
About the causes of my worries

If I wrote a letter addressed to my future self
Surely I can speak truthfully from my heart

Now, it seems I'm going to be defeated and cry
For me who seems to disappear
Who's words should I believe in?
This one-and-only heart of mine
Has been broken many times
But in the midst of the pain, I live in the present
I live in the present

Dear you, thank you
I have something I want to tell the 15 year old you
If you continue asking where you should go and why
You'll see the answer

The stormy seas of youth may be hard
But keep rowing your boat of dreams
On towards the shores of tomorrow

Now, please don't be defeated and please don't cry
In the time that seems to disappear
You should believe in your own voice
For my adult self, there are sleepless nights
When I, too, am hurt
But I'm still living in the bittersweet present

Because there's a meaning to all of our lives
Raise your dreams without fear

Keep on believing

It seems I'm going to be defeated and cry
For me who seems to disappear
Who's words should I believe in?

Ah, please don't be defeated, please don't cry
In the time that seems to disappear
You should believe in your own voice
In these ages
You cannot run away from sorrow
But show your smile and go on living in the present
Go on living in the present

Dear you, who's reading this letter
I wish you happiness